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Tuesday, June 14, 2005

Really Long Survey (over 200)
Created by starsbleed2nite and taken 94639 times on bzoink!
What is your name?	Julieanna
Are you named after anyone?	yes. the leader of my parents' "church".... funny story...
What's your screename?
Would you name a child of yours after you?	nope
If you were born a member of the opposite sex what would your name be?	turkey. another funny story....
If you could switch names with a friend who would it be?	i wouldn't. i love my name
Are there any mispronounciations/typos that ppl do w/ your name constantly?	julieanne, juliana, julia... we wont even begin to delve into the last name
Would you drop your last name if you became famous?	no way
Basics
Your gender:	female
Straight/Gay/Bi:	straight
Single?	yep
If not, do you want to be?
Birthdate:	11/29/1984
Your age:	20 (same question, in essense)
Age you act:	25
Age you wish you were:	21
Your height:	6'1"
Eye color:	green
Happy with it?	hell yes
Hair color:	red
Happy with it?	yep
Lefty/righty/ambidextrous:	righty
Your living arrangement:	60/40 split of school/home... currently home
Your family:	what about them?
Have any pets?	no :(
Whats your job?	bertucci's bitch
Piercings?	the traditional lobes, and one industrial in my left ear
Tattoos?	none as of yet
Obsessions?
Addictions?	tiramisu
Do you speak another language?	spanish, though my skills have waned
Have a favorite quote?	among others... "I am but mad north-north-west,/ when the wind is southerly i know a hawk from a handsaw" from Hamlet
Do you have a webpage?	you're on it, dolt
Deep Thoughts About Life and You in it
Do you live in the moment?	as much as the moment allows
Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?	for the most part
Do you have any secrets?	yes. and they're gonna stay that way
Do you hate yourself?	from time to time
Do you like your handwriting?	meh
Do you have any bad habits?	a few, but they're hypocritical, so im working on them
What is the compliment you get from most people?	"you're really tall" though thats more an observation
If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?	Madrigal
What's your biggest fear?	knives
Can you sing?	yes, though not well
Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?	why would that make me cool?
Are you a loner?	50% of the time
What are your #1 priorities in life?	either "top priorities" or "#1 priority" geesh! let's go top priorities in no particular order: friends, family, my happiness, the endless pursuit of feeling content
If you were another person, would you be friends with you?	i'd like to think so
Are you a daredevil?	if the opportunity presets itself, then i can be
Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?	my anger. more specifically not being able to control my anger
Are you passive or agressive?	aggressive when neccesary
Do you have a journal?	um, what are you on again? oh yeah
What is your greatest strength and weakness?	strength: compassion (i think); weakness: i dwell on things....
If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?	i would be less cruel to myself
Do you think you are emotionally strong?	stronger than i can imagine, but too weak for my own good
Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?	yes.
Do you think life has been good so far?	yes and no. it's been life
What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?	don't hinge your dreams on anyone but yourself
What do you like the most about your body?	my brain
And least?	my feet
Do you think you are good looking?	i'm no giselle, but i'm hardly homely
Are you confident?	depends when you talk to me
What is the fictional character you are most like?	raskolnikov from "crime and punishment"... we're both russian and think waaay to much for our own good
Are you perceived wrongly?	yes
Do You...
Smoke?	no
Do drugs?	no
Read the newspaper?	no, which is ironic, because i work for one
Pray?	no
Go to church?	no
Talk to strangers who IM you?	i'll at least ask them who they are
Sleep with stuffed animals?	yes. the biggest badd ass of a stuffed sheep affectionetly names Big Bad Baaaaahhhb
Take walks in the rain?	mmm yes
Talk to people even though you hate them?	if i need to
Drive?	yes
Like to drive fast?	its a good thing roxy comes standard with oh shit bars
Would or Have You Ever?
Liked your voice?	thats such an unfair question! no one ever hears their voice how it really is
Hurt yourself?	yes
Been out of the country?	no
Eaten something that made other people sick?	probably
Been in love?	yes
Done drugs?	yes, since mary jane is considered a drug in america
Gone skinny dipping?	yes
Had a medical emergency?	nothing too major
Had surgery?	yep
Ran away from home?	in a very 6th grade way
Played strip poker?	yes
Gotten beaten up?	no
Beaten someone up?	yes... i may be scrawny, but you dont fuck with an irishwoman
Been picked on?	who hasnt?
Been on stage?	yes
Slept outdoors?	yes
Thought about suicide?	once or twice, but neve seriously entertained it
Pulled an all nighter?	all the time
If yes, what is your record?	48 hours and change without sleep
Gone one day without food?	yes
Talked on the phone all night?	yes
Slept together with the opposite sex w/o actually having sex?	yes... sigh
Slept all day?	if you know me, you already know the answer is yes
Killed someone?	no, but if murder wasn't a felony, there are definetly occasions where i would have entertained the option
Made out with a stranger?	no
Had sex with a stranger?	no
Thought you're going crazy?	all too often
Kissed the same sex?	yes
Done anything sexual with the same sex?	no
Been betrayed?	yes
Had a dream that came true?	yes, though it was all too brief
Broken the law?	yes
Met a famous person?	no
Have you ever killed an animal by accident?	yes
On purpose?	no
Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell?	no
Stolen anything?	yes
Been on radio/tv?	i dont know
Been in a mosh-pit?	yes
Had a nervous breakdown?	yes
Bungee jumped?	no, but soon! hopefully this summer?
Had a dream that kept coming back?	yes
Beliefs
Belive in life on other planets?	yes. if it is just us, it'd be an awful waste of space...
Miracles?	no
Astrology?	yes
Magic?	no, but how handy would that be?
God?	no
Satan?	no
Santa?	no
Ghosts?	yes. spend a night in my house and try to tell me differently
Luck?	yes
Love at first sight?	yes
Yin and yang (that good cant exist w/o bad)?	yes
Witches?	no
Easter bunny?	no
Believe its possible to remain faithful forever?	yes
Believe theres a pot of gold at the end of a rainbow?	no, since a rainbow is simply light refracted on small water droplets in the atmosphere, and therefore has no distinguishable end
Do you wish on stars?	yes
Deep Theological Questions
Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell?	reincarnation's more my style
Do you think God has a gender?	i dont think there is a god, but if im wrong, it would probably be a woman
Do you believe in organized religion?	it's a reality. i dont believe in the practices of organized religion though
Where do you think we go when we die?	reincarnated. or the ground. or burned to ash, dependnign on your preference
Friends
Do you have any gay/lesbian friends?	yes
Who is your best friend?	lauren
Who's the one person that knows most about you?	lauren, maybe sean
What's the best advice that anyone has ever given to you?	"you've only got one life. but there's plently of opportunities to screw up in there. just watch your step and things will work themselves out just fine"
Your favourite inside joke?	seven?
Thing you're picked on most about?	being tall and gangly
Who's your longest known friend?	lauren
Newest?	lindsay
Shyest?	they can all be pretty shy
Funniest?	all the pink shutters guys together
Sweetest?	lauren, matt
Closest?	lauren
Weirdest?	picket
Smartest?	from what i've seen, picket
Ditziest?	kristen, but we still love her
Friends you miss being close to the most?	natasha. i never see her since she left bertucci's, and this makes me sad
Last person you talked to online?	jim
Who do you talk to most online?	lindsay, pick, whoever else happens to be on
Who are you on the phone with most?	lauren
Who do you trust most?	lauren
Who listens to your problems?	lauren
Who do you fight most with?	never fight, but i always get frustrated with sean
Who's the nicest?	lauren
Who's the most outgoing?	um, greg
Who's the best singer?	dave or picket
Who's on your shit-list?	he knows who he is
Have you ever thought of having sex with a friend?	yes
Who's your second family?	lauren, kristen
Do you always feel understood?	nope
Who's the loudest friend?	kristen, or brant when he's drunk
Do you trust others easily?	i try to
Who's house were you last at?	lauren (damn, notice the trend?)
Name one person who's arms you feel safe in:	sean
Do your friends know you?	parts of me
Friend that lives farthest away:	lisa... in orlando :(
Love and All That
Do you consider love a mistake?	it is and isn't... all depends on your mood that day
What do you find romantic?	random phone calls and texts saying "i miss you"
Turn-on?	a great smile, quick wit, and intelligence
Turn-off?	cockiness, lack of deodorant
First kiss?	the first one that truly matters to me is sean
If someone u had no interest in had interest in dating u how would u feel?	flattered, but very ackward
Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going	yeah, it definetly helps
Have u ever wished it was more socially acceptable 4 a girl 2 ask a guy out	i dont think it matters
Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractiv	you kind of hav to be physically attracted to someone to start considering them romantically, even if they're not traditionally hot
Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?	they see me more as one of the guys, but i'd like to think they find me attractive too
What is best about the opposite sex?	the indents between their hips and legs... fuck-me handles
What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?	not being near them :p
What's the last present someone gave you?	picket made me smile, which was the best thing i could have asked for at the time. thanks buddy <3
Are you in love?	no, but loving someone and being in love are two different things
Do you consider your significant other hot?	dont have one
Who Was the Last Person...
That haunted you?	one of the ghosts in my house
You wanted to kill?	that asshole that cut me off
That you laughed at?	myself
That laughed at you?	lauren (that english accent)
That turned you on?	hehehe...
You went shopping with?	myself
That broke your heart?	sean
To disappoint you?	sean (huh.)
To ask you out?	um.... jim
To make you cry?	my dad. sean. the world.
To brighten up your day?	chris
That you thought about?	chris, since i typed his name last
You saw a movie with?	christa
You talked to on the phone?	lauren
You talked to through IM/ICQ?	jim
You saw?	lauren
You lost?	sean
Right This Moment...
Are you going out?	no...
Will it be with your significant other?	n/a
Or some random person?	again, n/a
What are you wearing right now?	a tank top and terry pants
Body part you're touching right now:	both hands are on the keyboard, slick
What are you worried about right now?	sleeping (or lack thereof)
What book are you reading?	"the sun also rises" by hemingway
What's on your mousepad?	marlin and dory... yay finding nemo
Use 5 words to describe how you're feeling:	lonely, tired, hungry, discontent, picayune
Are you bored?	yep
Are you tired?	very much so
Are you talking to anyone online?	no
Are you talking to anyone on the phone?	no
Are you lonely or content?	those dont go together, btu whatever... i'm lonely
Are you listening to music?	yep. "feels like home" by chantal kreviazuk
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jules was lost in thought at 3:33 AM
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Tuesday, June 07, 2005

this weekend has been nothing short of spectacular. it was long overdue, and much too short.

sunday was the best quasi-impromptu day i've had in a looooong time. it all started very simply with lindsay's random IM "hey julie, it's gonna be 87 degrees on sunday. 8-7 fucking degrees. i wanna go the beach. wanna go?" before we knew it, we were meeting up with chris, fred, brad, and brant for a thoroughly entertaining day of beach, barbequing, and brews. memories from the day include, but are not limited to the following:
getting out of a ticket by asking the cop on a date (damn, i'm good), psycho minivans on winding backroads, gimping on the sand, girl talk, a stick up my ass, making fun of 16-yr olds who say "who wants to go in the H2O?!", some goodbrews with some good friends, stop and shop, barbequing without spatulas. but it was all good, since fred's got the magic stick, seaweed mustaches, "you ate paste and play-doh?! no wonder the greek civilization crumbled!", princess bride, getting lost in branford... "i know where i am!".... god, i'm such a man when it comes to directions, dairy queen.
thank you guys for such a well-needed day on the beach

monday was just as splendid. it was bertucci's annual softball tourney in north branford. as usual, i slept in (there's a big shocker), but had a fabulous time once i got there. so what if we lost our first two games and got eliminated?! we all had a great day regardless. memories include but are not limited to:
"hey hop-along", "and that's why i'm standing behind the fence... hold me back"... oh lauren :p, drinking "water" in the parking lot, driving 110 on I-95 to keep up with johnny while belting out "a praise chorus" by jimmy eat world with dave, whirlpools, chillin in the pool with a beer in each hand, just spending some much needed catch up time with my bertucci's brethren, buying a new car with kristen, seeing loki (randi's super-cute mini pinscher), passing out.

this weekend by itself made up for the month of involuntary lethargy. I would say it was well worth the sun poisoning. thanks guys for an absolutely wonderful weekend!!

jules was lost in thought at 4:45 PM
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