i'm coming slow but speeding...

Friday, June 29, 2007

11:54pm. day before christa's wedding

emotional status: drained. excited. pretty depressed actually. but still quite jubuliant. very bizarre combination.

physical status: holy exhausted.

prognosis: 6am alarm goes off. 1pm ceremony. reception til god-knows-when. then, 6am wakeup sunday morning to pack for north attleboro, and i'm off for some high-octane new restaurant opening goodness.

extended outlook: 99% chance of tears. expect high volumes of laughter mid-day into the evening. chance of excessive red bull intake: 100%.

oohh its going to be an interesting day tomorrow.

jules was lost in thought at 11:54 PM
(0) comments

* * * * * * *

Tuesday, June 26, 2007

writing letters, only to keep them in my head
chasing my mind around, building arguments
and it would be easier if you were here to defend
but i remind myself that that won't happen
six more days till Sunday and i swear that i wont call
and i suppose its about time i took down that picture on the wall
the one of you and me when we dressed up for Halloween
and i'm still not sure what you were supposed to be

and i know that time heals all things
sure feels like time kills all things bad about you
and could it really have been me who said so proudly
that id' be better off without you?

day by day i work myself down to the bone
ad i put your arms around me whenever i'm alone
and sure, sure i know that those little arms, well, they aren't real
but i say that anything is better than the way i feel

day by day i work myself and i smile at all my friends
and i say that i know its just a second love and surely it dont mean the end
but when does that name fade and when do i stop using it for protection?
and where does one go to from perfection?

and i know you're not perfect
but i built you up that way
and i know its been a year, but i cant take another day
and it would be easier if you were here to defend
but as it stands i'm just left with an image of perfection

whenever i close my eyes, an image of perfection
and it gets me by.

[ryan montbleau. "just perfect"]

jules was lost in thought at 1:11 AM
(0) comments

* * * * * * *

Saturday, June 02, 2007

"i like having a little calendar of when julie is available!"
rachel, this one goes out to you then...

sunday 6/3: 11-9. mon: 7-5. tues off. wed off. thurs 7-7. fri off. sat 12-9.

sun 6/10 off. christa's bridal shower @1pm. mon 7-6. tues 7-5. wed 7-6. thurs 12-8. fri 12-9. sat 12-9.

sun 6/17 12-8. mon up @ corp time TBD (probably a 3pm meeting). tues off. wed off. thurs 5-close. fri off. sat 12-9

sun 6/24: 12-8. mon: vacation begins. wed: pm: manicures with the sisters & mom. thursday: christa's bridal party (i'm busy all day). fri: wedding rehearsal ( probably in the evening?)
sat: wedding. sun july 1: off to north attleboro MA.

jules was lost in thought at 10:56 PM
(0) comments

* * * * * * *