me

name: julieanna
alias[es]: julie, jules, stretch, gazelle, elkie, tall girl, boss, string bean, mabel (or was it myrtle?..), jolly green giant
starsign: stereotypical sagittarius
birthday: november 29th.





here's all you need to know:
6' tall.
beer snob.
workaholic.
reforming insomniac.
oh, and my legs are longer than yours.

my favorites

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my inspiration
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... and the bad
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myspace = addiction

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dp226 (jim)
ayyyy dios mio! (bradley)
the easily amused (james)
tell me a story... (noelle)

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istanbul
particle man

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Tuesday, May 24, 2005

okay, there's only so much more of this i can deal with. i am so sick of insomnia. not being able to sleep before i spend hours writhing about, trying to get comfortable. it doesnt help that i have lost all confidence in my foot, and am relearning how to walk on it.

i saw the x-rays of my foot today at my doctor's appointment. appealing to both my morbid curiousity and girlie squeamishness, i saw the "pin" in my foot. it is not a pin, but rather a 4 inch stake shoved in my foot to hold the bone in place while it heals. and it is sticking out of the top of my foot. an inch out. a massive hook, just waiting to get a good graple hold on the next piece of fabric it comes near. imagine an allen wrench surgically implanted in your foot. i am terrified of my foot now. i am so afraid to walk on it, for fear of screwing everything up and having to endure this process again.
i just want to sleep. i want my old foot back too. it might have hurt, but at least i didnt have a metal spike in it, and i could wiggle my toes freely. gah, so disgruntled.

until next time....

jules was lost in thought at 4:05 AM

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