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name: julieanna
alias[es]: julie, jules, stretch, gazelle, elkie, tall girl, boss, string bean, mabel (or was it myrtle?..), jolly green giant
starsign: stereotypical sagittarius
birthday: november 29th.
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Monday, April 04, 2005
for the first time in a long time, i have butterflies in my stomach.
"i'm in a glass case of emotion!"
tired beyond all reason, yet i know sleep will not readily find me on this chilled evening. i am giddy, nervous, happy, and miserable all wrapped into one. this is a horribly confusing state i've found myself in. once again, internally conflicted, i will lie awake tonight. then iwill run tomorrow morning. forget it all, let the pounding of my feet on the asphalt drone out the thoughts running rampant in my skull.
i've been noticing the minute things lately. the checkerboard pattern in the game i am playing. the quiet pattering of the rain against my window sill. anything to keep myself from thinking too deeply. once i get intrinsic about things, they seem to bear down a little heavier. the emotion behind everything intensifies. there is so much to be hoepful for, yet so much that weighs heavy on my mind, dragging me.
boundaries don't keep others out; they keep you fenced in. so you can either spend your life drawing lines, or spend your life crossing them.
currently listening to: Rufus Wainwright "across the universe"
words are flying out like endless rain into a paper cup
they slither while they pass they slip away across the universe
pools of sorrow waves of joy are drifting thorough my open mind
possessing and caressing me...
images of broken light which dance before me like a million eyes
that call me on and on across the universe
thoughts meander like a restless wind inside a letter box
they stumble blindly as they make their way across the universe...
sounds of laughter shades of earth are ringing through my open mind
inciting and inviting me
limitless undying love which shines around me like a million suns
it calls me on and on across the universe
nothing's gonna change my world...
jules was lost in thought at 4:48 AM
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